Tori and Dean

BIG KIDSDAY OUT!

Tori and Dean accompanied Liam and Stella on the orange carpet at Nickelodeon’s KidsChoice Awards on March 12. Tori looked amazing!” says a source who was at the event. She’s put on weight and it really suits her. She looked curvy and beautiful, and she couldn’t stop smiling.

I can’t do this anymore, he said in an interview. I can’t keep opening a vein, opening my soul and sharing my feelings and thoughts and demons with the world.

He also admitted to having suicidal thoughts. I was driving around in my truck with a loaded 9-millimeter, he said. I do not ever want to be in that dark place again.

STARTING OVER

Luckily, a new spring has sprung for Tori and Dean. Their new Cooking Channel show, Tori St Dean’s Spring Picnic a much-appreciated boon to their finances depicts one very happy McDermott clan cooking, crafting and enjoying quality time.

Things are really great right now, Tori recently said. I wanted the fairy tale. I thought it should be that way. And then when it wasn’t I was like, Well, what do I do? Divorce my husband? I have four kids. I was like, You know what? I love this man. I’m going to make this work. We started at ground zero and built it back up. Tori has also been feeling much better and making fewer trips to the hospital for stress-related migraines. She’d get horrific headaches, but it is been over a month since she’s had one, says a source, who adds that Dean is committed to sobriety and has been very present as a husband and father these days. He feels like he’s been given a second chance and does not want to waste it As their May anniversary nears, Tori and Dean have a new lease on family life. Tori is so grateful her marriage survived these hard times, says a source. She’s not taking her new happiness for granted.